Tears of a fool heart of a clown I am troubled , and my heart is filled with grief. I don't know what to do ,and I see no relief. I trust what I hear ,and this love I thought I found . But this night I shed the tears of a fool, I have the heart of a clown. I am an open book ,this I don't deny . But truly I ask does anyone ever care that a fool sometimes cry. Fooled I am and dumb I must be . I am filled with such pain and anguish . Do they not truly see. But no one cares for drama, or that this soul is sad . I'm so lost this hurt is so deep and bad . So I will lie and smile ,and not show a frown. For this is the fool filled with tears ,and his heart is of a clown.